‘COME OVER’ EXPLAINS IT ALL


Queen and I have been broken up now for 3 months now. The process has gotten a lot easier for me for a few reasons. I reached out to new local friends, two of which I am very close to now. I even made some new friends, two of which that have potential for a close friendship. I began dating new people, just casual though nobody extra special yet. And some of them have even turned into friends. I’ve also been focusing more on work.

There are times still that I miss Queen so much, and it hurts so bad. Somedays, like today, I just want to cry. These are usually the days I give in to emotion and text message her. Lately I haven’t been getting much of a response. The last time I saw Queen was about one week ago. She made it pretty clear that she was done with me. I feel like this was coming and I shouldn’t of been surprised. I shouldn’t still be surprised even.

Queen is the first woman I’ve ever been in love with. That has to be why the breakup is so hard for me. We only dated 6 months, this shouldn’t be so difficult! I don’t understand why I feel so immensely connected to someone after not even dating one year. I feel more connected to Queen after knowing her now a total of 10 months than I do with my previous 6 year relationship. I feel like there is so much more passion than any other relationship I have ever been in.

I am just so hurt. I can’t even listen to certain songs, because they remind me of Queen. One song explains how I feel on these really sad, lonely, and depressing days. When this song comes on the radio I can only listen half the time. It is called ‘Come Over’ by Kenny Chesney. Below are the lyrics and music video.

I turn the TV off, to turn it on again
Staring at the blades of the fan as it spins around
Counting every crack, the clock is wide awake
Talking to myself, anything to make a sound

I told you I wouldn’t call, I told you I wouldn’t care
But baby climbing the walls gets me nowhere
I don’t think that I can take this bed getting any colder
Come over, come over, come over, come over, come over

You can say we’re done the way you always do
It’s easier to lie to me than to yourself
Forget about your friends, you know they’re gonna say
We’re bad for each other, but we ain’t good for anyone else

I told you I wouldn’t call, I told you I wouldn’t care
But baby climbing the walls gets me nowhere
I don’t think that I can take this bed getting any colder
Come over, come over, come over, come over, come over

We don’t have to miss each other, come over
We don’t have to fix each other, come over
We don’t have to say forever, come over
You don’t have to stay forever, come over

I told you I wouldn’t call, I told you I wouldn’t care
But baby climbing the walls gets me nowhere
I don’t think that I can take this bed getting any colder
Come over, come over, come over, come over, come over

Come over, come over, come over, come over, come over.
Come over, come over, come over, come over, come over.

 

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